Life Goes On

Lost my job, lost my heart. Part of my heart was given back with a new grandson. He's so tiny and cute. Mama's having some problems nursing him but hopefully that will clear up. I'm so glad he's finally here, I was starting to think she'd never have a child. She did the whole labor thing without drugs. She was amazing. And she just glowed holding that little boy. Worth waiting for. Definitely.

I feel like I'm stuck in the mud and can't move forward. Gotta get out of this thing, before it's too late.

I think I'll go do nothing again.

Today is the last day of the first of my life

Thought I'd try this blogging thing. Thought it might be therapeutic. most likely not but I still feel the need to try it. I like to try things at least one time, well, just so it's not too scary, and a lot of things are scary to me. Like life in general. Yep, I'm a big chicken, have been all my life. I'll try something if I think it is something that I can do. If I think I can't do it, I won't even try. Too afraid of failure, or dying of embarrassment.